23

To be alive is
To embrace annoyance and
Sigh as I go on

22

There's no song to sing
As the earth spins, creaking now
Future end not near

16

The skunks are back and

So am I, I think, perhaps

At least on the road

4

fold me into my
family. i didn't find
my way, but spent time.

31

a book and two beers
alone in parent's hot tub
silence, snow, a smile

28

...not fixating too

much on what would shift this, me

towards better state.

27

Not what I want but
trying so hard to be in
this timeless state and...

12

Trying to not keep
Track of anything but the
Days as they pass me

2

Something comes to me,
I think in my cold bathroom,
Big cause is lurking

23

Holds train door open
On purpose, sneaky, pulls out
A Mickey's 40

20

cry at suggestion
of a group session which feels
like a dismissal

19

Pass a poet, then
our paths cross again and I
offer a thank you.

18

Can't sleep or don't sleep
And if there's a difference
Does it matter? No.

17

describe my state as
buoyant pessimism, we
talk of our future

16

I go out walking
Seek out eye contact, searching
These streets now know me

15

Among it all, death

Is not an in theory as I 

Walk by lifeless man

14

A slow morning stretch
in their living room followed
by french press and walk.

13

Offer my thoughts and
Glad to be counted on for
Support, decisions

12

Force myself to not
Be at home in afternoons.
What are my failures?

11

She animates, smiles
Greeting the pup through the gate
Happy to be home