31

Construct and improve

Leads to beer drinking nonstop

I say can't drive home

30

Kafka's The Castle
Consume in chunks mixed with sleep
Until he wakes up

29

A bus, car, and beer
Sit in window some floors up
Picklebacks at Cole's

28

still sorting film rolls
kept thinking i was close to
done, but ends extend

27

Prioritizing
And trying each day to think
About time I spend

26

Watch Blaze Foley doc

see him perform "Clay Pigeons"

quickly moved to tears.

25

Really succeeds at
hurting my feelings at once.
Doesn't even know.

24

Put a lot in day:
Time Bank meet, sold tires, sorted
negs, cleaned Lucile fridge

23

Dijon snuggles hard
Butts head against his face
To get more love out

22

Asked for more, got it.
Did I mention my new job?
Part time, pays enough.

21

Practice fire pit fish
They dug a hole, lined with stone
For dinner tonight

20

Dinner at table
Proper meal, first time since spring
We eat together

19

Finally call Mark
for a brief conversation
about where we are.

18

At Burrito King
Post show recovery food
Head home to enjoy

17

I'm marching downtown
A body in the protest
Against killer cops

16

Again, a late night
Leads to a quiet morning
He sleeps til mid-day

15

At last, here it is:
I've got to make space in life
For creative side.

14

Converse with myself.

Why the long face? I'm lonely. 

But you're not alone!

13

Fill up my time with

Deliveries, friends' projects

And domestic work

12

We still talk for hours
Four years later, we haven't
Covered it all yet

11

Shoulders down. Further.
Stop being hard on yourself.
Sleep til you wake up.

10

Take metro downtown
Up the steps, walk up seventh
Towards the Monty

9

Kill a couple hours
Read short stories in Spanish
And eat some pizza

8

Three blocks to bus stop
Fucking dudes and catcalling
Walk it anyway

7

Cicada sound bath
I search, unsuccessfully,
For a shooting star

6

Giggling in Palm Springs
Time crawls as I dart here, there
Pool to patio

5

How much is time worth?

20 minutes to sell clothes

For fourteen dollars.

4

Today. I can say.
I am slowly getting the
Hang of this lifestyle.

3

Boyle Heights with David
Life talks and the direction
I am going in

2

Rock and rolling and
Going to sleep knowing I've
Got work in 3 hours.

1

Text my mom results
Despite dad's family genes
Cholesterol's low