31

Springsteen serenades.
Climb in five friend megabed.
Needed human touch.

30

A home for nearly
2 years. But now I move on.
Take it as it comes.

29

My half's almost done
Naively never thought this
Is how I'd move out

28

Small talk at storage
Waiting for elevator
Guy's being chatty

27

An hour with Jenna
Annual LA meeting.
Old friends are special.

26

So I'll pack up bags

And get a storage unit

But life's not on hold

25

Solitarily
confined to desert, my mind
...too enlightenment.

24

I trust in desert
(deeply) to heal even as
wind beats my tent down.

23

Gets goofy at work
Some sort of senioritis
For mid-week days off

22

Soft on myself now
Not hard, rough, or patient.
Gentle if I err.

21

Dishes 'til hands dry

and feet tire, then walk with friend

Head home for a bath

20

new job with skylight
paid well to make you coffee,
smile, and do dishes

19

still sit by traintracks
while practically dealing
with situation

18

marvel at dandruff,
mine in particular, as
she massages my scalp

17

Obsessed with cupboards

Must use everything up

Before I move homes

16

Selling off my stuff
Make deals out of parking lot
Making life smaller

15

Back in the same spot

Still trying to chart my course

Where am I going

14

Write under the moon

My life is different now

I am not the same

13

At desert cabin

with friends, meteors, Jim Beam.

Sprawled, look to the sky.

12

It's been a rough month
console mind with tickets to
Neutral Milk Hotel

11

Rush to see new spots
Dismal, sad and not my home
None of them will work

10

Continue the streak
Fall asleep to Gilmore Girls
Each night, without fail.

9

I've been van sitting
During lunch breaks to clear mind
Railroad tracks, mountains

8

Neighbor's fire alarm
Fire truck, they break her door in
Congregate outside

7

Cinder block wall stare.
Neighbors having band practice
and street argument.

6

I'll miss goat man

and his daily practice of

singing opera.

5

the same songs repeat

most of them sad, the same ones,

push me through the day

4

Fake happy smiling.
Convincing others I'm fine,
Or better than that.

3

Tremble. What a word.
It's what's happening to me.
(And they say I'm strong.)

2

rainy day talking
not exactly processing
let the waves hit me

1

Pushing through the days
Unsteady, uneasy, and
Unsure of future