31

Brainstorm with Sarah.

Where can we find locations?

Make our starting points.

30

Wrestle alone with

Weight of whether I can/should

Ask for what I want

29

Sluggy and sleepy

Hop from thing to thing then zonk

Two naps in two days

28

prefer decompress

one on one once cast and crew

have split from backyard

27

One key card juggling
Elevators, parking and
shitty attitudes.

26

Backyard set office
Share table with actors, crew
When they're not on set

25

Morning meeting, then

Memory, then prep for week,

and then OTM.

24

I am what I set

Out to be: prep one project,

Post on two others.

23

Feel heavy from weight

Of emotions catching up

To my brain. They sit.

22

Struggle to find time

Get stuck in not knowing when

To work, to be still

21

Keep making those lists

And marking down even my

Small accomplishments

20

Day four behind bar

I lock in future feature

And jump on a short

19

Keep meaning to carve

Out time for my creative

Self, but work finds me

18

Oversleep but at

Work just in time to greet you

Our first customer

17

Yesterday, hours back

I was eyes up, watching stars

Pass the Grand Canyon

16

In sync with drive home

Drew and I scream-sing along

Perfect From Now On 

15

I showed up with friends

But this heavy weight and I

Need to hike alone

14

Get the things we’ll need

For a two day camping trip

Then sleep for one hour

13

Night two and body

Can’t do work like this right now

But I love this team

12

Wish moon was blurry

But my contacts are in and

I’ll work through the night

11

Purple, green pouches

Let me fly over ocean

In search of island

10

Get gratitude tears 

Twice tonight; proud of myself

(I trusted in me.)

8

Return card reader

Pick place to repair window

Match invoice, POs

7

Music video 

Shaping up like its vision

I see it happen

6

Lilit helps me out

Shopping and calling as I

Make sure it’s line up

5

Bedroom light stays off

Action in the living room

Quietly I work

4

Rehearse voice mail

Or maybe conversation

As I wait for sleep

3

Casting extras and

Turning down social calls and

Feeling pretty fine

2

Flirt with awakeness

Until Parker and Yenni

Talk way up my steps

1

I can't fall asleep
Brain moves from falling in love
To work and then back