30

Spend fifty bucks
On snacks I would never buy
And head to Lisette's

29

Everyone I
Pass tonight says hello and
We are all strangers

28

Over sandwiches
I hear confirmation of
How life let her down

27

Quiet snowy car ride
Both brothers are elsewhere now
Just me and mom, dad.

26

Sam and I witness
Dad's weakness in unkind light
After we snowshoe

24

Hours of playing games
And then I read into night
Sleep on a bunk bed

23

Mix hot chocolate
With decaf at gas station
And make some small talk

22

Walk around Boise

But don't quite get into it

Something won't sit right

21

Can't fall asleep so

Put ear plugs in to quiet

The ghosts I might hear

20

Large birds on bare trees,
Grey sky landscape put me in
Edward Gorey book

19

Be on the bus more
to see people of this par-
ticular planet.

18

I love being at
Home so much but I still have
To remind myself

17

Maybe heard someone

Probably not but I lock 

The doors anyway

15

What's better: Having
Someone who'll hold you up Or
Holding yourself up

14

Try to figure out
What's going on that's making
Me so lethargic

13

Actively don't work
Walk, gym, cook, think, read, rest, and
Listen to music

12

Take time to finish
This letter that half states what
I'm trying to say

11

Head towards Rainier
This time by car, though I'll see
It from sky, again

10

Late to Seattle
Missed my connecting flight and
Walk out of airport

9

Heavy heart's not shocked
Unfortunately it feels
Only revealing

8

Heat, singed eyelashes

They get the shot, I carry

Hose and manage flames

7

At night, I worry
Did I think of all the things?
Will it burn as planned?

6

To reconnect with
Old friends in their new homes is
One of the best things

5

Prepping for something
I haven't done before but
I think I'm ready

4

LA life constant
Seeing the live music of
John Isaac Watters

3

Stars speed overhead
Planets enlarge in night sky
I witness (in dream).

2

I shouted out loud
As I watched Cleveland lose the
World Series again

1

While walking home a
Coyote dashed across the
Street in front of me