28

She orders au lait
that's mostly milk and I think
Can't wait to be old

27

Make my world so small
Contract it to fit inside
The tiniest box

26

In expectation 

Of a line, I order his

Americano

25

Song plays between sets
"It's a cold hearted world" these
"are cold hearted times."

24

Wake not well rested
But early and leave his house
With his dog for walk

23

Once he gets to work
Desert air is only noise
And we just witness

22

Hail wind haboob rain
Sun plays with clouds open up
Get what we came for

21

Fortunate life and
I'll be patient when I need
Keep finding the joy

20

Bust through prepro and
Feeling like one million bucks
Death Valley ready

19

Could and would spend hours
Naked in hot pools and rooms
With these two ladies

18

A day off that feels
Deserved, in my element
I'm growing and proud

17

Rain chills my bones, feet
I'll sleep well in his basement
And wake up rested

16

On the street smiling
I've been singing softly while
I walk, it's changed me

14

Jam packed day and still

Time for frozen pizza and

I'm home by midnight

13

And then some days I
Barely move my body and
Forget to eat food

12

Take on social calls
Only sort of glad I did
Know it was needed

11

Over and over
Play "Commander Thinks Aloud"
Holds my world's beliefs

10

Her dad calls me and
I say he can not cash check
He laughs, gets the gist

9

A quiet routine
of walking home or staying.
As I please, waiting.

8

giggle about it
back of my mind knocks around
potential danger

7

Any fog that was
Spinning me to dark corners
Has completely cleared.

6

milkshake and root beer
and fries and cheeseburger are
what I need right now

5

Make most of clouds as
We plan around them and make
Music video

4

Tight grip brings tears that
Recede quickly but remind
Me I'm still injured

3

Annoyed by changes
And our schedule gets squished but
It's life, we adjust

2

tearful call and I
get it, she's worried, do my
best to assure her

1

Something about how

Little I wrestle with it

What I like and don't