31

Sucked into own head
I realize after that
I've been processing

30

Put myself to bed
Not knowing exactly what
I want from my life

29

Heavy news and I
Called my mom about it but
If someone were here

28

Find my weak spots or
Rather they show up and I
Know I must fight them

27

Take a sick day and
Keep my eyes closed best I can
For the afternoon

26

Not fully present
Not even close, jut get job
Done (for the first time)

25

Into Hollywood
Engage in a world that I
Do not understand

24

Take time to walk when
My day is full of work and
Then order pizza

23

A revelation
With my own body, access
Muscles hidden deep

22

Gargle salt water,
oregano garlic tea,
and use neti pot

21

She waters gently
a laundromat-living plant
I feel her effort

20

I am flying as
I solo bar sit, prepare
For a group bar sit

19

It's fun and easy
Some temporary smiling
Know it's place is now

18

There are important

Women in my life and they 

Really know my brain 

17

Quarter on the ground
Yesterday, then twelve dollars
On the ground today

16

sun baked shop, old block
ladies make noise about my
blue green gold ringed eyes

15

Making perfect mix
From Mexico City streets,
Another Country

14

Over two thousand
Haikus here, each a day that
Could have gotten lost

13

My gum matches eyes
She says as she takes me in
Ham it up, feel good

12

Days can be hazy
I intend and then do half
Push on, just push on

11

In case I needed
To hear it, someone else tells
Me to trust my gut

10

watching my habits
trying to be this version
permanently please

9

after years knowing
my body's need to stretch is
abundantly clear

8

Saw my face, looks tired
Marvel at people I love
Plus all these strangers

7

The three of us see

The line, decide it's a no

Scatter to wander

6

Float on boat, picnic
But metro moved me more with
Small tears, Gentle shakes

5

Pokey meanders
Drew's got an iphone mission
Start to orient

4

just like that, we're here
in DF finding our way
to Michael, Rachel

3

Try a bike ride through

Elysian (but first to Rick's!)

Of course it feels good 

2

Women ask me for

Directions, help with transit

I'm approachable

1

White bread and cream cheese

Will tide me over until

I can do better