30

Didn't even see

My former house as I passed; 

Had to look back, peer

29

Let’s get to my core
Feel fear as he erases
Trauma in shoulder

27

Still dark as I drive
Back down this mountain and back
Into what I left

26

I'll spend time with them

Whenever it's possible

Feels good to unwind

25

Head back to desert
Drink beer, play Uno, and laugh
I'll sleep under stars

24

Hit with deep despair
Left out, out here, feeling small
I can't catch myself

23

We sit outside split
She in green light me in red
Friendship as easy

22

Blink and my eyes might
Fool me and I'll see things that
Aren't there, never were

21

My brain spirals and
I can't sleep or stay awake.
My body's not mine.

20

Saw kids in danger
Turned around and what we thought
Was totally false

19

There's a balance I
Find when I'm on set and it
Makes me good at this

18

Up near Elysian

I'm last to leave, my phone's dead,

I get to walk home.

17

It's late, I'm hungry.

Van's loaded up, I'm annoyed.

Not what I had planned.

16

Raindrops confuse me
Mistake them as animals.
They suddenly stop.

15

Divide my brain up
And I mostly sit outside
At picnic table

13

Release what he called
My energetic armor.
What am I made of?

12

There's this painting that
Calms me. Purple on linen.
Recall it often.

11

Switched myself into
low power mode, as though I'm
drained phone battery

10

struggle with focus
so i keep to myself and
start to take my time

9

Inifinite. Finite.
Conversations as games and
I'd like no answers.

8

They do cannonballs
While I'm out here, trying to
Learn from reflection

7

A hippo that acts
More like a whale, in a lake,
Next to a lady

6

DR NACHO plate
distracts me, now this lady
is flipping me off

5

Sure, we call the cops
But the levels of how bad
This is stays unclear

4

Two feet touch the ground
My steady stature almost
Intimidates me.

3

I keep dreaming day
And then the day doesn't bring
Any surprises

2

We only get it
When we pay close attention
The sky rewards us

1

Drunk man hears no one

Until some dude comes up, tells him

To get the fuck out