30

Surprise our father
with our presence on his last
(almost) day of work.

29

Top of Camel's Back
Mark and I wandered to watch
this Boise sunset

27

At Canters, with my
Insides swirling. Try to get
lists to keep me calm.

24

walk away from set
weave through neighborhoods en route
to see a movie

23

To calmly explain
Reality (not "my truth")
Is everything.

22

Regular days off
Really do revive and I
Feel myself growing

21

Let me think of it
As a scar, and then I'll see
That it needs to heal

20

Aloneness is where
I find myself and it's nice
To get lost in it

19

I make long shadows.
Pulling out and away from
The heels I've dug in.

18

The people who love

Me are growing, they're not fixed.

This must mean good things.

14

Olivia and

I now specialize in hikes

that we start too late.

11

Thought I saw Michael
with a dog in Silverlake
but it was not him.

9

Step out, call him back,
Somewhat surprised. Have we had
Birthday calls before?

8

adapt to blurry

landscape & changing terrain

I will not be fixed

7

Took myself to see 

Hari Kondabolu do

some jokes at Ebell.

6

Complete exhaustion
Buy a Rick's Super Buy and
Start decompressing

5

sending out call sheet
as karaoke goes on
at birthday party

4

it's not too hard but
definitely in over
my head. fear failure.