31

Climb the stairs above
Once Patios to sounds
A small school band plays

30

Stretch limits walking
Mine Pátzcuaro for quiet
Unobserved, lightless

29

I'm snapped on a leash
Immediate recoil, trapped
Just wanted to see

28

the radius he
shows us is too small and my
whole being bristles

27

no fanfare, I leave
it is a plan, I feel no
push or pull for this

26

Tipsy enough to

Need to sober up before

Putting more beers back

25

Decided. I call.
While on hold, I pass Michelle.
She says I look great.

23

I've started telling
Friends, the most inner circle,
That I might need pills

22

I must abandon
The keeping track of as proof
Of measured purpose

21

There's not even joy
Just scheming for less sad, more
Productive, untrapped.

18

I decide this up
all night is punishment my
brain gives my body.

17

Truly, tornado
Unpredictable and strong
Just scary enough

14

Nile says just the right
Thing to snap my brain back to
This world for a while

13

desert used to heal
me quickly, but one day is
no longer enough

12

Try to reach something
Infinite, out there, do I
Understand myself?

11

Stay out longer since
JP is on her way plus
We are all laughing

10

Tuck museum into
This day of place to placing
(Moved, with a ceiling)

9

Feel the fog, which steals
Capacity to enjoy
This breakfast with her

8

I try to buy tea
called Seasons of Discontent 
which warrants these tears

7

Pobre Juan after
Sagebrush Sam's and I'm resigned
World does not improve

6

Feel broken, beyond
That brokenhearted, don't think
Hot spring can heal me.

5

Fuzzy sweater boobs
We misunderstand when she
Asks about DD

4

child in aisle behind
"Woah, that's Mt. Everest!" as
he's kicking my seat

3

Yes, I know how it
Sounds and but - [unfinished, lost for
good in thoughts I've thought]

2

Man on porch reading
Man on porch eating breakfast
People in the world

1

See a movie we
Discussed seeing but didn't.
Alone, before noon.