31

Feels like what I do
And what I can do are so
Far apart (right now).

30

I let day take me
And bask in friendship that won't
Fade, no matter what.

29

Struggle with myself.
And barter and try and fail.
Recommit again.

28

I pulled rosemary
From a wild bush and wonder
Who else does this here

27

We do not ask to
Enter this world. I still think
About my purpose.

26

Watching interviews, 

Fixating on flawed human.

A means to let go.

25

The snow-in-trees-and-
Clouds-on-horizon-as-the
Sun-sets kind of light

24

The swirling comes back
Like I’m possessed, brain spirals
Deep breaths can’t calm it

23

... [continued]: Have too
much to prove to myself that
doesn't need proving.

22

Some facts about me:
Can find things. Maker of lists.
Terrible balance.

21

Mom still makes me cry
As though I need her to see
My imperfections

20

Mom, real proud, tells me,
The new WiFi password's words!
Me, Mom! Go to bed!

19

Bus driver flashes
Inside lights twice as"Hello"
To a coworker

18

the ocean called me

and i drove west to answer

in my underwear

14

People are trying
And we're still in this place where
It won't get better

13

Awake and unsure
On that homestretch now, but to
Downshift I must brake

12

I offer to drive

Turn the music up, speed home

Car's full, they're sleeping

11

I'm in the desert
In a hot tub. It's for work
But I'll still stargaze

5

I play act as cool,
Make small talk. They'd not notice
If I stayed inside.

4

Blink back tears which is
So fucking dumb since there's no
Reason to be mean

3

Car at McDonald's
Blasts old Death Cab; I transport
Back to younger days

2

It was food, I think
That put me in bed by six
And I won’t sleep well

1

I buy just enough
For tonight's meal at this store
I thought was a joke